Tuesday 22 June 2010

Why is everything changing so fast?!

Okay, it's seriously beginning to freak me out how fast everything's changing. My last exam is on Wednesday and then I've totally finished school forever. Then, I need to get a job and begin flat hunting with my boyfriend in case the miracle that is me getting into university actually happens. Even though I'm 18, I really don't feel like an adult yet. I mean yeah, I do enjoy buying alcohol because I can, but I'm now running out of money. I mean it, I got over £500 for my birthday and that is now all gone on clothes and random items, as well as booking a driving test and paying for the school leavers' event, but mainly on nights out.

I'm guessing that at uni, I shall not be drinking, enjoying the random pleasures of sweets and wearing clothes that make me look moderately attractive.

One thing I'm looking forward to when exams are over is the sad prospect of just sitting somewhere comfy and reading Cosmo and Glamour. I bought both 2 weeks ago and have yet to read a single page because I've been burning myself out with revision. Yes, we have all gathered that I'm sad and don't particularly have a life, but you can entertain yourselves by laughing at me and how sad I am.